Missing You Now :'(

I always gave text on your phone 

People tell me, you can't read it because you're gone

I just tell them you might be gone in their eyes but not in mine

Because you're still in my heart and you always will be

I cry when i think of you

But people keep asked me whyy?

I just tell them how i felt about you and that i still love you

and that i miss you so much

But people just tell me there is no point in still loving you

Because you're gone and you will never be coming back :(

And i agree with them

You're gone but you will never be forgotten

and oneday we will meet again

I promise ..

I pray to God everynight

Askking Him to keep you safe

And sometimes i talked to Him about meeting you again

I wanted to kill myself just so i could see your face again

in heaven 

But then i knew that you would'nt want me to do that :(

I try to be happy but i can't when i know that i won't hear your voice for a long time

I always though that i can live without you

But absolutely i wrong :(

I never though you would have left me :'(

My mom said,

You never left me, God just needed an angel

I even ask God whyy

Why did he have to take you :(

And make me hurt so much

I don't think anyone really knows how much it hurts to be missing you :(

I hate you not being around :'( :'(

I wish i could even see you one last time

So, i could say Goodbye :(

No one understands me anymore

 No one will understands that i will always love you :(

 Babyy, promise me you will meet me again oneday.