Wednesday, July 27, 2011

Monday, July 25, 2011

Rumors Are All Around Us


Nothing to say just that I'm happy with Syaza and Mardhiya at school. We talked much and laugh loudly like there's no day for tomorrow. Haha actually, I miss spending my time with both my Gorilla as last week I didn't come to school. But today, we try loving2, sharing2, loughing2 and caring2 each other. Wtf? My words, Sorry. Dear my one and only God, please bless both of them with all your loves. Amin.

Anyway, today at home I've got nothing to do. I don't know why today my eyes sooo fresh. I'm too bored nowplus I'm so exasperate with my boyfriend. He didn't leave any of msgs to me till now. Omg! Please take me to somewhere lah I can die or being all emo at my room while waiting his text.Haih, Nevermind lah. Kalau kau ingat aku, pandai lah kau msg aku nanti k. Just that malas nak paksa paksa. I didn't take any of serious thingy of that cuz am ready for what will happen soon. K lah close story lah.

Nothing much to say, I just miss my late boyfriend badly. B, forgive me for not visiting you again and again lately I was busy with my stuff and all kind of works. Plus, Syaza was busy too. I will not stop praying may Allah keep you safe and rest in peace B.

K, till here. I need to go to Speedmart now as Mardhiya was warned to me to buy her Peanut Butter Cream Biscuit. Bye Bye ^^

xoxo,
Emalina.

Saturday, July 23, 2011

Hello Lil Girls !

Hai beautiful awsome readers. I hope you're just in a good condition. How's everything doing? It's been awhile since I last made it here. Miss me? Hehe so ..
Okay stop, today I'm shooo happy like yeah yeah yeah. Ops! Today I'm hang out with all my handsome and beautiful seniors, I mean Faros, Moy, Diba, Dad, Chucky and Tablo. Haha kami tak banyak duit maklumlah tengah bulan ni kan kan so faham faham lah k. Kiteorang cuma pergi JJ Bukit Tinggi, Klang. Eleh, not bad okayyy. Anyway, Chucky make me laugh way so much when talked about our hair. Okay seems like we're Twin xP

By the way, We meet Diba there. Chucky's girlfriend. Omg! I didn't get any chance to know who is Diba actually. I think last i met her is at arwah Shazni's house. Haisyuuh! Kenapa comel sangat ni awak ni Diba? Okay i'm starting missing her now. We decided to watch a movie but all of us was too confiused lol semua nak tgk Flat 3A but Tablo was too cuak we cancled it and finally we watch Senario The Movie Ops Pocot. Haha nak tak nak, semua kena tengok jugak k

Yes, absolutely guys, not bad. Funny movie. We laugh laugh laugh loud and more loud like there's no tomorrow. Sumpah k aku cakap korang mmg lawak. Try lah. Kalau rasa tu lawak bodoh, dah diam takya byk bunyi pergi pilih cerita lain. Take it easy. Okay Tablo sat beside me and i felt like wanna lempang lempang lempang him cause he laugh loudly too much than other people there. Selamat lah boyfriend orang kan. K I'm cool. Enough that. After that, we're too bored and got nothing to do there so we asked Chucky to take our picture. The boys was posing like so gila so jakun k, esspecially Axip. Okay done. Then me, Dad, Chucky, Axip and Yankuro lepak at My Taste Kopitiam while waiting my dad. Okay i hate Axip much way okay. Err --' Curi gelang aku taknak pulang. Okay aku minta maaf balik mcmtu je tadi sbb tenga bengang dengan si munyet ever tu.
Sampai sekarang ! Suka menyakat aku dari dulu wtf okay tapi aku cool xP Yeahh imma collidatzz.

*From left : Moy, Me, Dad, Diba, Axip, Tablo, Faros and Yankuro. Pity Chucky haha xP
Okay if you looks carefully, I didn't seems like am junior right? hihi


Okay catch ya later babe, Im gonna miss all my cool gempak seniors like seriously. Much love from Ema.

xoxo,
Emalina

Friday, July 22, 2011

It's Always Been Crazy, Always !


Sorry for not keeping updated. Lol! I've been busy lately. Busy setteled up my bussisness haha k i lied xP No lah, just that, I miss Amiruddin busuk gemok lah. Haih, kau ni jangan main gila makin lama kau kat sana makin gedik aku tengok. Suka bagi aku geram kan sayang? Nevermind. So today is Saturday and it so sucked as always. It's not that sucked actually, but hmm idk just that i've got nothing to do lah. It's the worst day ever okay.

Omg! I can't wait for next year. Next year is my senior year xP Oh ya, But i don't think so i can be a good senior to all my juniors haha sbb aku pon sama mcm korang. No lah just that please don't call me 'kakak' okay. I hate considering myself as kakak cuz you know what? I hate being old. Oh actually i've planned to go for a tuition at Institut Harapan with Syaza but because of my laziness in head, i didn't go. Forgive me Syaza. I think, there's no point and its more better to take tuition class next year as next year is my Big Examination Year. Hooray ! --'

By the way, I can't sleep now Oh God, puhleaseeeee! Okay lemme tell you guys, around 3 p.m. , i slept like there's no tomorrow in the couch just now. Wtf? Okay Ema teruk. haha thats why I said, Saturday was the worst day ever, maybe.

k sekarang ni sumpah bosan gila. I don't know what to do now, i have no idea now. Mindless! Bye bye xP

Catch ya later,
Emalina.

Thursday, July 21, 2011

Broken Dark Fairy Tale


WTF I REALLY CAN'T STAND IT ALONE BY NOW. BUT I KNOW I'M ALRIGHT I'M OKAY AND I CAN GO BY MY OWN. SERIOUSLY I FEEL SO NUMB WAY MUCH RIGHT NOW. I'M SCARED THAT I'LL GIVE UP ON HIM SOON. BUT I ALWAYS FEEL LIKE EVERYTHING IS ALWAYS MY FAULT. I SHOULDN'T BE FEELING THIS WAY, BUT I AM.
BOY, PLEASE KNOW THAT NOW THINGS ARE GETTING WORSE. I MEAN LIKE, EVERYTHING SEEMS SO DIFFERENT THAN BEFORE.

YEAH I'M FED UP NOW LIKE SERIOUSLY. SORRY FOR THIS STATEMENT.
- I DOWWAN MAKE ANY OF SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU. JUST THAT, TREAT ME NICELY AND I'LL GIVE YOU A GOOD FEEDBACK -

Love, Ema.

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

He Was My ... And I Missed Him


I really enjoyed spending time with you, even if we were just going to be sitting around and talking about nothing. I'm so happy the day we hang out Putrajaya and we just sitting in car and talked about nothing bla bla bla and you was make me laughing way so much about this one girl with her boyfriend. Okay stop i seriously can't continue this hahaha so damn ishh! There are a million things i love about you, like your nose or the way you smiled, the way you looked me in the eye too. and I just get the greatest feeling when i made you laugh, i feel as if my company makes you happy, and that’s what i wish for you. for you to be happy. now you leave me alone at Banting gosh, seriously you make me missing you way much, i'm gonna pray all the best for your new life there and of course for your study. i'm not gonna stop praying for you. I seriously lost any of words to say how much i miss spending time with you. Lucky, we still contact even you was in busy way and sometimes we having much argueing just because a simple things. Nevermind, I'm still inlove with you lah pundek haha kbye. wishing all the best for you there Amiruddin.

xoxo,
Emalina.

Lemme Let You Know

To all my close people, close friends, schoolmates and my sister. I know you've been seeing me all alone at school or just with Syaza at school. And some of you guys asking me whether i'm having a huge problem with all my girls or something else. To be honest, No ! I'm not fighting with them. We're just okay as you can see. It obviously explains everything right? I just wanna things get clear. I need a space. A very big space for myself okay. All I can say is I do friends with all people. Just that i don't think I need a close friend i mean bestfriend except Syaza. So no one will get hurt and no one will hate. I hope all the things I'm do now, will make everyone happy with it. Hence, I just need a new life and think about my future undertaking and help my dad.
Oh and yeah, Thank you to all my friends for your concern to me. And like what i've told you I'm just doing okay but I'm just trynna look forward in life and my future. And I'm sorry if this entry might hurt any of you. I'm just trying to make it clear, no offense. Salam.

xoxo,
Emalina