To be honest, I'm seriously going to get jealous seeing those people all around got couples. You're not here anymore, I'm not as comfortable as I seemed to be.
I miss spending time with you. I wish I could turn back time and spend the rest of my life with you! I seriously can't live without you. I hope I can be strong and even stronger to move on. But I know I can't. I'm tired being a weak girl, I'm tired of giving a fake smile. But I think that's the best thing I'm supposed to do.
I don't know how to say this, you're my everything, you're the only person I love the most. When you're no longer here, everything's changed. Everything is not as it used to be. I miss you so much, my beloved boyfriend. I hope you're in a better place and never forget me.
Now, what keeps me going is our voice record in my cell. I won't delete it and I'm probably going to keep them in my memories, memories I can never ever forget. You were the one who always strive to solve my problems and always guide me. You were the one who always there by my side in times of need.
But now when I need you, why you can't be here again :'(
Al- Fatihah for you Shazni bin Samsol.